The Begining

The other night I was a little emotional about my weight. Hubby was so supportive trying to understand me saying "I'm sooo fat" all he can say was I think you're perfect which was so sweet.  Reality is I still have the 50lbs I gained from the baby and it's not going any where mostly because i'm not trying as hard as I should so I decided  that today  Monday October 19th 2009  @ 1am  I am starting a new way of life well I already started but I willl start a daily exercise regimen along with my eating healtheir so I will keep it up to date on here. Good Luck to me !!!!

Baking mishap

Hubby and I were just sitting around and decided to bake something sweet with ingredients we had in the cabinet.He decided to make sugar cookies ,and since we only had one egg I decided to make a chocolate cake using mayonnaise instead of eggs .Everyone was a little anxious waiting for the cookies and cake. After a little while  we noticed that the oven was not on (urgh). The knob to the oven came off  and the metal piece was very loose so we  opted for the toaster oven they  came out okay. We wasted too much time in the oven before we thought about putting it in the toaster oven  so it wasn't as good as it could have been . I can't wait to try the recipe again it seemed as though it had potential

I need some sleep/Catch up

Its six in the morning and i stopped doing homework a hour ago i was just reading blogs and surfing the net and Kaia my 4 y/o yells out the baby's crying and I started laughing so hard (i think it's the sleep deprivation ) then I eventually check on her she was just turning over.

Today we went to take some professional pics.then afterwards we decided to got to Ihop pancakes were yummy .I was watching general conference on the pc then I fell asleep right on the couch it was a great 4 hour nap but my great hubby decided that everyone should stand over me then wake me up he thought I would be frightened but truth is I heard the plot before hand because I was already waking up I should have screamed and scared all of them lol
.I decided to also go through some of my facebook pics it took me back a little sigh before the kid weight and i decided I am committed to losing all my baby weight yes all of it I know i will never be a size 4/5 again but at least i can go to pre-Kacey weight so exercise here I come

That is if I'm not pregnant again we will find out for sure on Monday or Tuesday .Corey seemed very disappointed when the doctor's urine test said negative I felt a little relieved is that bad? I love kids and having them but i have soo much to finish I want to be done with school or at least have my bachelors before another kid.

So since I last wrote Corey decided to cut his orders and go to school full time and I support him 100% (I love being a wife) So our schedules are great we get to study together which is cool I am also looking for a job. I have not been working for a year and I think I'm going crazy so I decided to get a part time job(wish me luck) I am going to try and write twice a week that is my new goal we will see. TTYL